This is the dying you are the disease
And I smile like Ritalin, the razor and me
This is the falling you are the underground
This is the deep end you are the drowning
One more hit and you'll get better
Tin foil, cigarettes, you'll be okay
This is not an after school special;
This is primetime, reload, and heroin
This is the final you are the failing
This is the retro you are the out of style
This is the grinding you are the decay
This is the funeral you are the casket
One more hit and you'll get better
Tin foil, cigarettes, you'll be okay
This is not an after school special;
This is primetime, reload, and heroin
This is the once was you are the has been
You keep saying: I'm in over my head
One more hit and you'll get better
Tin foil, cigarettes, you'll be okay
This is not an after school special;
This is primetime, reload, and heroin
One more hit and you’ll get better, tinfoil, cigarettes, its not okay
And I smile like Ritalin, the razor and me
This is the falling you are the underground
This is the deep end you are the drowning
One more hit and you'll get better
Tin foil, cigarettes, you'll be okay
This is not an after school special;
This is primetime, reload, and heroin
This is the final you are the failing
This is the retro you are the out of style
This is the grinding you are the decay
This is the funeral you are the casket
One more hit and you'll get better
Tin foil, cigarettes, you'll be okay
This is not an after school special;
This is primetime, reload, and heroin
This is the once was you are the has been
You keep saying: I'm in over my head
One more hit and you'll get better
Tin foil, cigarettes, you'll be okay
This is not an after school special;
This is primetime, reload, and heroin
One more hit and you’ll get better, tinfoil, cigarettes, its not okay
All the concrete words around here
I'm the bad seed, I think I swallowed it whole
You're the compromise that never falls through
Never left behind on the break down
A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
The apathy that always leads me
All the broken hearts that hang around here
All the sick things that make you pull out your hair
All the bad dreams, all the nightmares
All the avarice that's always sticking it in
A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
The apathy that always leads me
And always finds a way to break me down
down, down, down...
A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
The apathy that always leads me
And always finds a way to break me down
and that’s when I decided to break it
I'm the bad seed, I think I swallowed it whole
You're the compromise that never falls through
Never left behind on the break down
A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
The apathy that always leads me
All the broken hearts that hang around here
All the sick things that make you pull out your hair
All the bad dreams, all the nightmares
All the avarice that's always sticking it in
A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
The apathy that always leads me
And always finds a way to break me down
down, down, down...
A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
A thousand promises that never seemed to help me before
A hundred less and I would stumble till I found the back door
With nothing left to think I'll probably sit around and ignore
The apathy that always leads me
And always finds a way to break me down
and that’s when I decided to break it
You never really wanted it
You'll settle for a bit of it
We started with a big bang
And now it's comming back again
Hey, don't you feel it now?
My shiny side down
Hey, burning brighter still
And you're getting sick
And you're feeling it
It'll wear you down and wear you down
You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out
They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall
You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong about it
Push
It started with a handgun
loaded with excuses
I started faking it
And then we started breaking it
All the pieces used to fit
Using like it's going out of style
Maybe just a little while
And this will be the last time
Every time's the last time
Hey, don't you feel it now?
My shiny side down
Hey, burning brighter still
And you're getting stuck
And you fucked it up
It'll wear you down and wear you down
You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out
They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall
You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong about it
Push
I regreted it
I regret a lot of things
I regreted it
I regret a lot of things
It'll wear you down and wear you down
(I regreted it)
You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out
(I regret a lot of things)
They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall
(I regreted it)
You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong
(I regret alot of things)
about it
(I regret a lot of things)
They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall
(I regreted it)
You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong
(I regret alot of things)
And you're feeling it
It'll wear you down and wear you down
You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out
They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall
You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong about it
Push
You'll settle for a bit of it
We started with a big bang
And now it's comming back again
Hey, don't you feel it now?
My shiny side down
Hey, burning brighter still
And you're getting sick
And you're feeling it
It'll wear you down and wear you down
You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out
They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall
You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong about it
Push
It started with a handgun
loaded with excuses
I started faking it
And then we started breaking it
All the pieces used to fit
Using like it's going out of style
Maybe just a little while
And this will be the last time
Every time's the last time
Hey, don't you feel it now?
My shiny side down
Hey, burning brighter still
And you're getting stuck
And you fucked it up
It'll wear you down and wear you down
You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out
They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall
You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong about it
Push
I regreted it
I regret a lot of things
I regreted it
I regret a lot of things
It'll wear you down and wear you down
(I regreted it)
You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out
(I regret a lot of things)
They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall
(I regreted it)
You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong
(I regret alot of things)
about it
(I regret a lot of things)
They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall
(I regreted it)
You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong
(I regret alot of things)
And you're feeling it
It'll wear you down and wear you down
You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out
They'll push you up against the wall, against the wall
You didn't think you'd feel it all but you were wrong about it
Push
And I wondered why you came for all this after so long
When it ripped into you like the son you never were
And I don't think this is what you wanted now
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
And I wondered why you never doubted getting there
(so far from here)
When it pulls you down and throws you over, waiting there
Why do you always end up right back here
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
You always end up here
You always end up here
You always end up
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
When it ripped into you like the son you never were
And I don't think this is what you wanted now
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
And I wondered why you never doubted getting there
(so far from here)
When it pulls you down and throws you over, waiting there
Why do you always end up right back here
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
You always end up here
You always end up here
You always end up
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
Backwards leaving (game we're beating)
Stupid reasons (useless feelings)
I wasn't that surprised (It's always part of my)
Awkward attempts to stay gone
I remain unknown
I'm bleeding where I bled
I'm hiding where I hid
I'm entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
I'm burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
Feel castrated (complicated)
Feelings fleeted (mind mistreated)
I wasn't that prepared (I wasn't that aware)
Just wanted to disappear
I remain unknown
I'm bleeding where I bled
I'm hiding where I hid
I'm entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
I'm burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
Comin' Around, comin' down
Givin' a frown to the sound
When I hit ground I
Hate the way that I say I should stay
When I know that I don't give a fuck about it anyway
Stay awake, feeling cold and tired
Resignation (life's forsaken)
Stupid reasons (useless feelings)
I wasn't that surprised (It's always part of my)
Awkward attempts to stay gone
I remain unknown
I'm bleeding where I bled
I'm hiding where I hid
I'm entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
I'm burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
Feel castrated (complicated)
Feelings fleeted (mind mistreated)
I wasn't that prepared (I wasn't that aware)
Just wanted to disappear
I remain unknown
I'm bleeding where I bled
I'm hiding where I hid
I'm entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
I'm burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
Comin' Around, comin' down
Givin' a frown to the sound
When I hit ground I
Hate the way that I say I should stay
When I know that I don't give a fuck about it anyway
Stay awake, feeling cold and tired
Resignation (life's forsaken)
This one's of you taking your pill
Sometimes forget and that's okay I guess
This one's of me at my sisters wedding day
All my faces
They all were wasted
You're barely breathing I know
What if it's starting to show?
And I know it won't ever change but it hurts the same
This one's of me throwing up for you
And I'm paler still, and that's the way you wanted it
This one's of you, certain of cancer
And all my faces
They all were wasted on feeling small
You're barely breathing, I know
And now it's starting to show
And I know it won't ever change, but it hurts the same
Yeah!
A fever broke somewhere behind July
And remember how I weighed 135
And we collide
All my faces
They all were wasted on feeling small
You're barely breathing, I know
And now it's starting to show
And I know it won't ever change, but it hurts the same
This one's of me, losing more weight
And feeling afraid
Sometimes forget and that's okay I guess
This one's of me at my sisters wedding day
All my faces
They all were wasted
You're barely breathing I know
What if it's starting to show?
And I know it won't ever change but it hurts the same
This one's of me throwing up for you
And I'm paler still, and that's the way you wanted it
This one's of you, certain of cancer
And all my faces
They all were wasted on feeling small
You're barely breathing, I know
And now it's starting to show
And I know it won't ever change, but it hurts the same
Yeah!
A fever broke somewhere behind July
And remember how I weighed 135
And we collide
All my faces
They all were wasted on feeling small
You're barely breathing, I know
And now it's starting to show
And I know it won't ever change, but it hurts the same
This one's of me, losing more weight
And feeling afraid
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